TO YOU:

Firstly, I am so SORRY!!! Like what you said, this time I won’t listen to you, I will do whatever I decided. But, you will be there to back me up and support, right? You always say, I am so thoughtful and considerate to you, and I know you are the same to me too. You are very clear that I need to do something despite those things make you worried or upset, without doubts you still support me. I couldn’t bear to leave you too, the most unbearable idea I ever hope won’t happen on us. However, I apologize that I can’t leave my brothers alone this time. I will beg for your forgiveness when I am back.

I can’t promise the same things won’t happen again, but I can promise that I will be safe!! If I am given a chance of choosing life or death, no doubts I will choose LIFE. I know you have been crying secretly behind my back, you don’t hope to give me any pressure or burden, and I feel so apologetic. Can you also promise me, don’t think of any bad things? Regardless, if I am by your side, promises that we made long ago. You need to fulfil it, can’t left it undone.

I should go and create a blog too. If not, you will be grumbling that I am corrupting your blog post again. I left this post scheduled, on the day when I am not beside you, when I know you will blogging about it. I promise you, I will be back to your side once all matters settled!! Wait for me, safely and happily. =DD

From: Qiang.