Yesterday, I am given a choice to choose,
Cigarette for SMOKING, Liquor for DRINKING or BOTH,
why suddenly have this kind of choices??
I am making a principle for myself, if I choose either one I will not do the other,
till the end, I chosen DRINKING..
All because.. I dislike SMOKER except my father and brother!!!!

Maybe got influenced by Jessica my dear, she will suffocated when breathing in too much cigarette smoke,
so whenever I go out with her, I will avoid going close to those SMOKERS..
Whatever reason be it, I wont touch cigarette, a principle to be kept,
for my friends surrounding, is their choice so I have nothing to say,
just like my father and brother, smoke when I am not aware,
but for my friends, if they start smoking after I known them I will advise..

In exchange, I learnt that alcohol enter the body and synthesis to other form of energy,
till now I didnt heard my body lacking of any enzyme to stop the synthesising,
therefore, I choose DRINKING, in order not to hurt my body, worsen my body system..
=DDDD
*oops* with all my knowledge using in such a way..

He asked if we are still couple, I called him not to joke..
He asked if I agree to leave with him, I wanted him to think if it is appropriate..
He asked if someone is still in my mind, I told him what happened..
He asked if that guy the one I want, I apologized and cried..
However, till now I dunno if that guy wants me,
is like his every word can cause my rational changes..

Complicated??
People might thinks I have two guys to choose or maybe one to choose, another to pursue,
but they dunno, how should I choose??
让懂你的人爱你, it seems so easy but when it come to choosing, it all freaked up!!!
I think this will be a better choice, or a right choice..

Tan Yi Qiang, I know what is your next move!!
But can you give me some more time??
It doesnt means now, because I know him well too,
he said, but he wont do it, he has misgivings over himself..
Can dun scare me in such a way??
Lets wait and see together..

这男孩的一句话，瓦解了女孩连日来的努力。
而女孩，现在该如何决定，如何走接下来的路呢？？
当初，女孩愿意为了那男孩放下一段刻骨铭心的爱恋，
可是，那男孩拒绝了。
现在，是不是老天可怜他们呢？
可怜女孩守着一份来不及的爱情，让女孩拥有她等待已久的新恋情。
还是，可恶的恶魔嫉妒女孩的痴傻，派男孩来戏弄女孩一番。
一切的一切，何时才会有答案呢？？

I can really consider to be a writer, if my first book will to published please support me!!!!
Can look out for publisher and see their requirement or standard..
My Chinese is always better than English!!!
=DDDD

*if you saw this, I want to say.. "I am waiting for you, till now.."*