YEAH!!!!!

My report hit 1000 words, so a bit relax now, can start a while later..*>_<*

Today, nearly shocked me, I am doing my report then suddenly my laptop black out,

I was like OMG!!!!

Tears almost shed down, even though I know there got auto-saved,

but my Microsoft Office of this laptop SOT de!!!!!

Luckily, it didnt die on me!!!!!!

HEHEHEHHEHEHE..

=DDDDD

Yesterday, that stupid Tan Yi Qiang seriously pissed me off!!!!

He kept talking about his leaving to Vancouver, when I had been telling him not to scare me that way, he just dun take my words seriously..

So end up, I just threw a sentence, "FINE, just go ahead then!!!" and leave him alone,

I know very well, I do not have the rights to hold him back,

no matter if I gotten to know that issue or not, he dun belongs here, dun belongs to me,

all these I am very CLEAR!!!!!

He has his ways to make me happy, as the same he has the ways to make me cry too..

I seems to have lots of tears this few days,

every night when I am alone in the bed, alone watching tv, alone in listening music, alone eating my supper,

I have my ways to link everything together,

therefore, I cried and recovered, smiled and forgot..

Not sure this kind of similar issues happened how many times,

however, there is always no outcome, no happy ending,

no matter how much effort I put in, the result is always not what I desired..

Therefore, I learnt not to take everything so seriously, so wholeheartedly,

because when I realized tears couldnt relief pain, when tears couldnt hold back anything,

I could only smile..

Anyway, Yi Qiang is now ALIVE..

His cast is removed and can walk around again,

so he got the strength and energy to bully me now, keep teasing me around,

completely forgotten how well I have take cared of him..

To be grateful, both of us didnt quarrelled when I thought this is the time to quarrel,

of course, I wont be such bad to pick a fight with him..

Just had dinner with him, so came to his house to play with my god son, Zex..

He grown taller compare to the last day I saw him, which was like few weeks ago only??

The date of delivery is on this December, which will be less than 3 months from now on??

My dearest young mother is going to try for nature giving birth, when that time she had undergo an operation to have Zex..

However, her health is the main concern, so I dun really encourage but still support her..

She didnt went to see the gender of her baby, just like the previous one,

hope this time round I can have a god-daughter..

HEHEHEHEHE..

To love someone and got the love in return,

doesnt Heaven makes us life better and more fortunate than others??

However, we are still disobeying our destiny, or maybe we are not the right one to each other..

眼睛看到的，不一定是事实，

耳朵听见的，不一定是全部，

只有用心去感受，才是最真实的。

因为，自己的心绝对不会背叛自己。。

*do you trust me?*