He dragged his broken leg and came home,

while I am still sleeping on his bed, hugging the Mickey Mouse I bought for him,

he hold his breathe, used his warm hand and put on my face,

wiped away my tears which I unconsciously shed..

I sensed something touching me, and I opened my eyes wide big,

the first moment I thought there was a dream, until his hands covered mine,

where I can feel his temperature realistically, then I know finally he was back,

sitting in front of me and I could see my reflection through his eyes..

Luckily, he broke his leg only, lie on bed for few weeks and he will be fine..

He thought by leaving a post for me was enough to endure that over ten hours time,

I read the post over and over again, looking at his promise thousand of times,

my mind is reflected all his shadows, recalling our past, until I felt sleepy and fall asleep..

He didnt beg for my forgiveness, because his broken leg was the best punishment to him,

he wanted to see my tears, but I dropped my tears down when he was not beside me,

so when he was back to me, that is no need for me to cry..

I asked him, if that day I plead him not to go, wanted to negotiate with him by exchanging terms, telling him I am willing to leave with him to Vancouver, will he change his mind of not going??

His answer, if time returns or same thing happen again, he wont change his idea,

not because he dun love me neither he dun want me to leave with him,

all he wants is, no regrets for him and for me..

He knows if I ever beg him to stay, when something bad happen to his brothers,

I will blame myself of not letting him to help, he will be guilty and the both of us will be living with remorse for the rest of our life..

Therefore, he didnt compromise, for my sake and his..

He asked me, if he couldnt get back, what will I do,

will I follow him along and say 'bye-bye' to this world, or revenge for him, put him in heart and never fall in love again??

My answer, I will never say 'goodbye' to this world, neither will I revenge for him, want me to only put him in heart and wont fall in love again is impossible, all because I believe he will be back..

When the past is sealed, all I can do is to open the future..

THANKS GOD, he is alive, back to my side..

Everyday, is a gain for us to cherish,

I wont have fantasy or wishful thoughts against anything,

regardless is it to my awaiting guy or to my current status, I just let my life goes a step and plan a step..

I always say, if it meant to be mine it will be by my side one day, even if is a stranger that I walked past before, I believe or I must believe that it will happen to me one day..

The RIGHT one or the BETTER one..

Who say GUYS wont cry in front of GIRLS??

Or maybe, cry to beg for together again, when he met the right one, he will dump away his dignity and male chauvinism, just to get back his girl..

But for that girl, she leave for his good, she need to harden her heart and push the guy away, just wanted the guy to strive for better and brighter future, she wont be so selfish and wanted him to stay beside her only..

This seems like a cycle, it either happen or not, if this happen on oneself, how will he/she react or handle it??

在他们认识的第一个冬天，爱苗悄悄地发芽，然而只有男孩发现了。

无数个季节里，男孩总是无微不至地陪伴着女孩，连自己的眼神也因为这女孩变得温柔了。

那一年的夏天，外头吹着温暖的微风，但却是两人面临人生的第一场死别，短短的一个季节改变了几人的人生以及命运。

女孩承受不了再一次的离别，于是在那年的冬天，劝动了男孩，离开那是非之地。

而男孩看见自己生命的另一个目标，所以办到了女孩的要求。

又过了好几个季节，在两人认识的第五个秋天，老天应验了痴心男孩的祈祷，让女孩答应了他的告白。

誓言、承诺，在每个星星划过的天际，让两颗纯真的心，紧紧地捆在一起，

说好了不离不弃，答应了永永远远，允诺了爱一辈子，规划了美满将来。。。

越是称羡的两人越会受到阻挠，在两人的第一秋天，丢给他们的又是另一个考验。

时光飞逝，就当男孩带着满心期待回到女孩身边，却没有得到女孩的同意，让这一场原本已经很艰难的爱情，又再一次浮现出难题。

在第二个秋天，回忆和过去把两人牵扯在一块，是否能够开花结果，又是另外一回事了。。。