believe it or not...
ii cant stop you!!!!!
somethings shouldnt be able to see through eyes,
it need your heart to sense the things....
dun worrii, manyu....
not talking about you....

TAN YIQIANG.....
you said even though ii am not by your side,
you still will lead your life better than now......
but you DIDNT!!!!!!
ii admit, ii broke my promise too.....
but ii control myself, ii restrict myself.....
you making yourself ill in order to get my concern,
at first ii will, but now....
ii tink it NOT WORTH IT!!!!!
if you wan to continue your life in this way,
then juv go ahead!!!!!
ii wont STOP you!!!!!

"you doesnt realii understand, how much ii love you"
this was wat you told mii....
a sentence of sweet talk, tat made mii feel puzzled....
is ii realii dun understand,
or am ii juv wanting you to forget about mii????
"you doesnt realii understand, how much courage ii need to let you off"
this was wat ii replied....
how much should both of us understand,
in order to reduce our pain to the lowest????

you might suffer double than mii....
but how you know ii am not hurt too????
dun assume anii thing,
ii dislike your assumption!!!!!
can you see how much tears ii shed for you???
can you see how long ii took to recover???
can you see how fake my smile is????
why do you still sae all this words when you dun mean it???

okiie...
ii oso dunno who ii vexed my anger to.....
juv attracting attention, maybe.....
despite ii know you wont rush back becos of my words.....
you muz be verii furious now???
27th Aug 2008 => 27th Oct 2008....
today is the third month you leave mii.....
30th Jun 2007 => 27th Oct 2008.....
15months and 27days.....
from the day you confessed, till now.....
17th Nov 2002 => 27th Aug 2008.....
the first day we met, till the day you leave....
these dates are for mii to remember everii single memory with you.....

shawn and gang came to look for mii ytd....
after my dinner with my parents.....
chit chat with them,
and at tat moment, ii realii thought ii am in the past....
with all my friends around mii....
there was a guy who is verii good in sweet talking....
he actually asked mii for drink next time....
hahahhax....
this kind of things, ii dun believe anii more....
my first impression to others,
will always be those buddy, buddy type,
guy wont look at mii as girl in the first impression....

ii didnt drink......
becos ii wanna prove to TAN YIQIANG....
wat ii said, wat ii promised, ii will do it....
not like him!!!!!

其实，我并没有要怪你的意思。。。
只是，我希望当你在做任何事前，
可以想到和我的承诺。。。
我不想再看到你为了我，
牺牲那么多。。。
不是说好了，
一起努力的吗？？？
我一步步地走来了，
所以我希望，
你能在终点迎接我！！！

甜言蜜语，我也想说给你听。。。
‘躺在云端上附看着世界，吸引我的却只是你的目光’
这一句话，很熟悉吧？？
你当年送我的话。。。
现在，到我说给你听！！！
再加一句。。。。
‘好想你！！’