today....
went out with W25F classmates.... (my dears =D)
went to play pool at amk.....
OMG....
ii improved alot siia... =P
jessica, next time we oso go play....=D

after, went to buy alcohol at cheers....
ii didnt drink oh...=D
becos dun wan break promise and no money.....
dears, muz tell you guys tat,
mii, sikai and kam leong went to the acarde after separated with you guys....
stay together for till 10plus.....
pai seh if didnt jio you guys along....=(

ii believe, my heart is realii harden.....
becos today, ii realii cant feel anii thing....
read jacob's "ex" blog....
they are realii past tense le....
do ii feel happii???
frankly speaking, ii am not....
ii not give a damn to him anii more....
so paranoid over his 'girl girl',
luckily, ii let myself off tat position....

he pushed mii away when there was a bicycle coming towards mii,
he covered his jacket on mii when he saw mii shivering,
he stopped at the booth and asked mii wat ii wan to eat,
he sided mii when someone maligned mii,
he held my hands tightly in a crowd,
he lent mii his shoulder when ii feel sleepy,
he gave in to mii whenever ii told him to,
he made decisions for mii and let mii stayed free,
he changed when ii suggested him to,
he kept mii accompany whenever ii need him,
why should ii continue blah blah blah here????
those are no longer happening on mii....

wat status are mii and TAN YIQIANG????
who will believe tat both of us are not couple????
we didnt mentioned tat we are together,
same as tat we didnt said the word "break".....
so, are we couple???
ii am puzzled too....=(
my heart wasnt shattered into pieces,
becos no one could ever shatter it anii more.....
till the day ii fall in love on some one,
tat will be the day,
my heart turns lively and warmly again....