'dun ask for my forgiveness when you actually hurt mii more than you expected'
my msn's nick for today...
'plz remember that in each tear i shed, is an 'i love you' left unsaid'
took this from xiujing msn's nick....
ii like it siia!!!!!

this words are in the mail, manyu sent mii....
如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?


ii realii is a DUMB lo.....
feel good ytd, but now in class,
feel so damn emo....
ii tink most likely is cos of my eye candy ba????
at first ii still feel fine, was after the UT tat made mii feel so down....
and ii managed to shed tears out,
if ii keep thinkin and dun control myself,
ii realii let my poly friends saw my tears le!!!!!

cordelia was much more emo than mii...
maybe she trapped herself too deep,
so harder to let go....
but for mii....
he is onlii an eye candy,
so ii wont let mysef fall so deeply....
and after today,
ii might not even put him in my mind....

TAN YIQIANG....
why cant you juv be an ordinary guy???
becos you are too high-class,
so ii feel low-class when with you....
ii dun like myself to tink in this way!!!
ii know you oso dun like mii in this way...
however, tis are FACTS!!!!!

dun treat mii too good as if you cant give mii anii thing....
ii rather you sae things out, than treating mii good,
and will let mii tink more.....
becos, ii dun wan to be a fool or idiot,
so dun try to test my patience.....
if one day, ii realii vent my anger out,
den dun sae ii am unreasonable!!!!!

by the way.....
an edit before puttin an end on this post....
ii deleted my eye candy num on the way down to meet xiujing and gang....
ii tink no point leaving his num in,
as he oso dunno ii got his num....
cut down all the unnecessary thoughts or feelings on him....
since now ii didnt make myself fall till too deep!!!!!
cos....the scars and hurts are left unseen.....