remember how long ago, you told mii not to think of him anii more???
but ii juv cant do it....
ii always disobey you,
but you will still make the initiative to tell mii....
despite ii still neglect wat you said!!!!!

OCTOBER BABY....

ii believe in everii scar formed, ii will be a step nearer to happiness...
heart broken to see him actually with another girl,
happily walking....
however....this is nothing....
compare to the pain ii let you go....
this is realii nothing.....
everii day ii wil grumble how much ii miss you....
but the fact was,
ii missed the chance,
ii let the chance slip by my side again....


lots and lots of things happened....
energy was used up more and more fast....
till now, ii onlii left the energy to accompany my parents,
but ii miss those days goin out....
enjoy, have fun, crazy along....
this might be more and more far apart from mii!!!!
a girl tat need FREEDOM more than everii thing,
but becos she is too filial,
and she is goin to lost the freedom she had before....

no matter how much ii can give,
please remember....
we are alreadii over the line of couple....
so we do not need those NAMES or IDENTITY to prove tat,
we are in LOVE.....
but please....
promise mii tat,
my LOVE or RELATIONSHIP or PRESENCE,
will not become a burden to you....

when everii thing come to the end,
do not insist on holding all this anii more...
my thoughts and feelings,
are something tat will pull both of us down....
maybe ii might not be important to someone,
but to you, my family and my closest friends,
ii am verii important...
even though in the eye of who ii like,
ii am not....

你的话，我收到了。。。
我的心，你带走了。。。
对于一个已经没有感觉的我，
会是谁让我从新点起，
恋爱的感觉呢？？
会是再次开启我心的，
还是又再受伤呢？？

ii dun need some one tat treat mii juv friends in heart,
but the actions are like couple....
is not your words tat hurt mii,
is your action tat hurt mii most....
so ii rather you sae everii thing out,
than wanted mii to guess your motive....
even though ii am able to guess correctly,
but ii dun hope to use my brain on you...
it will make myself looks so tired and sick....

chat with dear, jessica juv now...
since when have we chatted for tat long???
from almost yishun back to my house here....
hahahax.....=DD
meetin her either on thu or fri....
den sat might be goin gym....
looking forward????
hahahax....=DD

oh ya....
in the morning saw RYAN....
he goin yishun ite for a sports event....
and he told mii tat now work,
is onlii $6 per hour....
eekx....=x
den ii wont take in to consideration le....
dear sae will help look out for tutor job...
hehehehex.....=DD
hope both of us can get some....=P