pls go and read the newspaper of today (3rd October 2008)....
an incident happened in Bukit Batok....
a guy and a girl commit sucide,
but they are not couple....
they actually plan to die with the guy's girlfriend...

at first they had alreadii decided not to die,
but last min the guy and the other girl commit sucide....
both of them were under police case and will be courted....
this is the reason they wanted to end their life,
but the guy had another reason...
his relationship with his girlfriend is being rejected or stop by his girlfriend's parents...
so the guy end up thinkin of ending his life!!!!

OMG....
the girl is onlii 15 years old, and the guy is 22 years old....
how much courage do they need to end their life???
ii keep grumbling of life miserable,
however, ii do not have the courage to end my life...
something is realii destined...
they were destined to have this kind of outcome,
so ii will oso have a different life???

it must be hard for you to tolerate my flirt....
ii know you will allow mii to decide my decision,
however... if you dislike it,
pls tell mii!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ii am willing to stop my liking for you...
juv like how much you give in to mii....

我欣赏的人，可能把我当成那个说他坏话的人。。。
也不知道是自己想太多，
还是这是事实？？？

so far....
ii wont make myself to fall on love in you....
therefore, ii oso wont myself to make you as my motivation....
ii dun wan myself to tink of you whenever ii goin to school....
at least ii know....
you are onlii my eye candy and ii will try not to fall in love with you...

这可能又是我的幻想，
所以，我应该立刻从梦境里醒来！！！
但是。。。现实的残酷，
让我想留在梦里，
不愿醒来。。。

TAN YIQIANG....
I WILL PUT ALL THE MEMORIES IN MY MIND...
NO MATTER WHERE I AM,
NO MATTER HOW I LIVE,
WITH YOU....
I FEEL RELIVED AND BLESSED....
I KNOW YOU TRIED VERII HARD TO KEEP MII BESIDE YOU,
BUT.... THE DAY I LET YOU OFF,
I KNEW I HAD NO RIGHT TO LET YOU HAVE MII ANII MORE....
SORRII....SORRII....SORRII.....