HAPPII BIRTHDAY TO SING NING...
today is a holiday....
oso it is sing ning's birthday...
so W25F went to sentosa....
the first outing ii went with W25F....

date JESSICA out after her attachment....
today, both of us so ON siia....
ii msg her and we decided which show and which cinema....
juv nice, ii am in red line for mrt...
so can always head down to meet JESSICA...

okiie...
after sentosa, went to novena for 'dinner'....
drank sake, is nice but hot????
cos is Hot Sake ma....=P
but is realii nice!!!!!
can try again next time.....=D

den went to amk for pool....
cos is still early from the meeting time with JESSICA...
so went amk with W25F...=D
den before leaving,
went to buy the whiskey with cola.....
shared with everii one....
is it realii the whiskey tat make mii high????
but ii am AWAKE....
totally AWAKE....

watched 'CONNECTED' at dhoby ghaut...
damn nice lo....
so excited and feel nervous for them...
the effect is great,
storyline oso great....
everii one can consider to watch this movie...=D

if ii ask, can ii be your girlfriend??
wat will your answer be???
and if ii realii asked,
wat will TAN YIQIANG's reaction be????
okiie...
ii dunno why suddenly drop this thought....
and ii realii feel sorry to TAN YIQIANG....
how can ii be so filrt????

an eye candy will onlii for looking....
he wont be with you,
both of you wont be together...
even though ii can grab the chance by myself...
but, my character always drag mii down....
it seems tat no one will accept my character...

is it true tat time is the best way???
TAN YIQIANG, is beside mii for 6years...
he said he is used to my character,
he is used to my appearance,
so he wont mind all tis....
however....
Jacob's case is like,
eye candy case might oso be the same....
ii always lost confidence when ii meet this problem....
dun ask mii how can ii gain my confidence,
cos ii am puzzled too...

我害怕又会碰到一样的事，
其实，并不是害怕，
而是我知道一定会一样的。。。
内容和结果都会是一样的！！！
所以，根本是能预料的。。。

if one reason is not enough,
always find another reason to support....
ii might be deceiving myself,
but better than getting hurt again....
cos ii am alreadii full of injuries....
scars and pains followed mii for long....
ii am realii sick and tired of dragging myself through.....
anii one pls help mii vent my complains out??